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If you look closely, you'll notice that I wrote that around the time I began my G-Ri oneshot marathon last summer. It's probably what motivated me to do so. And it's true that I've gotten part of what I wanted. I earned the respect from you readers, and I've met so many new friends. I love all of you so much, but I have to say that this is where I stop. I'm not stopping because of the inferiority complex that I still have in me. I'm not stopping because of the lack of time I have in my hands. I'm stopping because of an entirely different reason. I can't really say what it is, but I hope you understand by reading this:
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I hope, I really hope, that you understand. Yes, I lied. Yes, I'm not who you think I am. You all praised and loved someone entirely fictional. I'm sorry. That's why I'm putting an end to my lie and leaving. I won't delete my account, but I won't be coming here anymore. I love you all so much. If you hate me for this, I understand. I hate myself well enough. Goodbye everyone, and take care always.